The Waking World

For those of you that have only walked the waking world, and think this may be a guide to it, then you are probably in the wrong place... Though feel welcome to read on.

I once postulated that if I were the type to use drugs for recreational purposes that I would use speed, or hallucinogens... This is because I like the world that one can only see when the waking a dream world begin to overlap. I have spent far more time than I care to count in this realm. I used to not sleep, a lot. I used to sleep about four hours every third day and with that I got to see things in a fashion that only those who have spent time being crazy know what I am talking about.

But that is enough of a history lesson for now. Back in my "crazy days" I had some very serious deja vu, when I would tell friends about this they would explain to me what science believed was happening, so I would jot down conversations word for word that two people whom I have never met were about to have and pass it to my friend... The look on their face was always priceless when it happened exactly as I had written it. I have seen my reflection blink at me. I have fallen out of my body. I have been walking in an old and familiar area and suddenly forgotten where I was at or where I was going, and had to let my legs take over because they seemed to still know the drill.

I have seen beings in the corner of my eye that had no business being in this realm, and I have seen many people's true form. More often than not they didn't even know the things I knew about them, but they always acted true to the nature of the being I saw them as. Was I just hallucinating? Many say yes. Was I just wildly sleep deprived? Absolutely. Do I believe what I saw was real? YES! Even after years of maintaining a mostly healthy sleeping schedule, even after reading up (even more) on the science of what I was experiencing, I still feel that everything I experienced was absolute and indisputable. Just because I was the only one that saw it doesn't mean I was wrong. I was once drinking, many years later, with a friend that I had shown my deja vu skills to and they admitted how much it had shaken them up. To me I have just continued to have too much proof that I was not just imagining it, even though I have lost the ability for the time being.

There is time enough to die when I am dead.
King Badger

"I would take no for an answer, just to know I heard you speak. And I'm wondering why I've never seen the signs they claim they see." Chris Rice

"What is the most important thing you do for your health?"

Honestly, I cut soda out of my diet... I do what I can to consume less sugar, salt, and unnatural additives. I have a fairly active lifestyle and am luckily built for being a bigger person, life is kind of like a gym for me. I don't really work out, though I want to find a good personal trainer that wants to work on my schedule and with my needs. I try to walk as much as possible, I like to keep my living space cold as it requires calories to keep the body a comfortable temperature. I drink a lot of water (mostly because water is one of my favorite beverages) the water I drink is as cold as I can get it, when I can get it to just above freezing I am very happy, it is more refreshing (to me) and also counts as negative calories, as your body can not absorb it when it is too cold. I am not a calorie counter, and have no intention of becoming, but I like to do whatever I can do keep my burning as many as I can. I smoke and drink , and know that these are bad for me... So a little here and there, and am counter productive at times as well.